I'm turning 30

So i turn 30 years old on January 8th, 2011...
i know it's over a year away but it's a milestone in a person's life...

like they're finally old enough people take them seriously, like i'm starting to get somewhere...

so...

to honor this occasion i am going to celebrate it starting now :)


i have 14 months till the celebration and i'm taking advantage of it... big time


i've also decided that i'm finally going to get my butt together and lose weight. i refuse to be the same weight and size that i was 10 years ago... nods to me not really gaining a ton of weight for 10 years but bad on my part for not having the discipline to lose any either.

so on the 8th of every month starting today i'm going to do something for my 30th birthday ...and... weigh in.

it's going to be a long road ahead, and the lifestyle that i live isn't the kindest to people looking for some stability or consistency.


and because one of my love languages is words of encouragement, i'll need your help to get me through this. people can tell me all day long that it's going to take me being determined to do this and wanting to do this, but where are they during the times i don't want to do this, they aren't there reminding me that it's tough but i can do it...

i've also concluded that guys really aren't attracted to fat girls :) i'm almost 30 and still never had a boyfriend and never been on a date. when i tell people at churches this (cause they ask me if i'm single or if i have a boyfriend) they are shocked... even more so when i tell them i'm still a virgin. it's like that's unbelievable now a days.

so here it is... my life on a page... out there for the world to read


i'm turning 30... i'm fat... and i'm finally going to do something about it :)